I don't know if you know what it feels like to really be addicted to someone. And I don't mean "this feeling inside", a faster heartbeat or blushing wshen you see that special person. I mean loss of control, loss of power and energie, loss of mind. Not being capable to constantly love somebody else.
Imagine: You're with somebody, and you're happy, you don't want to be with someone else - everything is just the way it should be. But then, all of a sudden, you happen to meet the first person you've ever fallen in love with. You meet her and you fall for her, as you always have fallen for her.
What shall you do? Abandon everything that has made you happy so far? For a love that is rather an addiction, a psychological dependance? You know that this is rediculous and still you can't stop thinking about it.
A very shitty situation. My question to everyone who reads this is: what would you do if ever you were in this situation? Go on? Or try to be with that very one person you will love for the rest of your life? Careful! Try to imagine that this special person is unreachable for you - for example your teacher.
I'm looking forward to your comments, yoursd faithfully,